The anti-clockwise word 'Sun' emblem of the Falun Gong, christian Buddhist movement of martial arts and Tai Chj practitioners in China.

Just heard your first song since Easter, HE txt me. What was it, I ask HIM? Edge of Glory, HE tell me. You sound like you six years old, HE say. I think I saw you at the gas station tonight. I was going to meet you there, but it was raining, and your Dad put you in the car, and drove off before we could talk. You're joking aren't you I asked? Am I I asked? You know if you were there or not, I don't. I'm 26, I told him, not 6. And you are yourself the whole time are you, he asked, and nobody else ever stands in for you, because I thought I sometimes did that for you, for no financial reward. Isn't that the same as me being your slave? Is that the relationship you want? Let's face it, you don't know me, or know who I am.

Is the Pentagon into your organisation? Do they have knowledge of an illegal drug habit you have? An speed habit? Illegal sex tapes? What? The NATO Admiral is in New Zealand. I had to speak to him, Do you know what his budget is, or what I get? $165 per week to live on. I'm not going to get a job when I own SUN JavaScript. My uniform is much more impressive than his. I control 30 navies, he has only half of the royal navy. The government privatised their commercial radio network some time ago, and now it is one big international radio network run on commercial lines from the USA, meaning Pentagon. The Pentagon steals aircraft designs and pays no royalties. They pay me nothing for JavaScript, which the RAF used first and they should pay me £100 per machine per month. We had electronic banking at Lloyd's bank when I was in London in 1976. There is no longer a clear line between private enterprise and government.

Believe me, he said, I have been giving this message to the British Royal family for 30 years, but they just don't get it. Now that Camilla is aware of what I did and how, the silence from her has been deafening, making me wonder if she plans to do anything to assist me getting paid, or she will be just like the Queen. The queen herself is close to the Bush family. No hope that she will see the  light before she dies. She could be Laura Bush, she is so close. You have to believe that my family goes back to Jerusalem at the time of Jesus. Not just my parents and my sister, but my aunt, and  her family. They were there. They didn't survive, but some of the family relationships are still there: my sister, her daughter. And she believes that, I ask? No, she thinks I'm crazy. She says she has none of the memories I have, but I think she  is just frightened. What is there to be frightened of? I don't blame her, I said. No, you only get to spend Christmas with me on one condition, he said.

You should do the women's business thing. Make a market for your music in the third world, by making it possible for kids to earn money, possibly online. You can sell anything online, and you can also find people jobs. Work with other artists, magazines, film and docco makers. You need a couple of staffers working full time on this, and you need a key group to have a weekly meeting with to set targets for the following week. You can't just be rehearsing a show all the time, and dealing with those people. They are only a fifth or less of what you are doing, so you need five or six in your executive core.  Sponsorships have to be dealt with. who is in cahrge of that? You or your record company? I have a big online music operation, but you haven't spoken to me once about it. There is a dispute between Apple records and Apple computers about use of the name Apple. I think Apple records owns it. I've left you enough messages, but all you want to talk about is love, and "if you don't love me on my terms, I'll find someone who does what I want". It was bad enough submitting myself to my parent's authority, it is character building, but my sister still thinks I'm her two year old helpless brother. That sounds like you, I told him. You don't know me.

Don't think you are out of the woods yet, he say. And don't tell me to get fucked, he say, just before I tell him, because you are probably tired, excited, drunk and not thinking straight. Say that to me, or act it out, and you will be joining Adolph Hitler and Herman Goering in an intergalactic lecture tour to advise civilisations on the pitfalls of living life as an amoral human being and advocate of rape, murder cannibalism and genocide. There is no hope of ever being out of such a club. God may not care, but I do, and that is why God cares about me, apparently a lot more than you do.

That song, where you "Dance, dance dance, with our hands above our heads"? You sound as though you were there. I'd forgotten that I taught them that dance, but do you know what it is about? Surrender?  I don't think you do. You can't do the Jesus thing without coming out and saying you love Jesus. Try Adam and Eve. Nobody knows that story. Original sin. Paradise. Animals. It has a lot of potential. West side story, Romeo and Juliet, starcrossed lovers, waring gangs? Really, you want that? I have lots of really really good new ideas for you if you want to talk about them.

What you want from me I ask him? You want $3 million? No I know you don't have $3 million cash to give away, he say, but your legitimate business expenses are tax deductable. so are donations to the church. You could give me $50,000 and that would more than cover my living expenses for a year, or two years, or you could put me on the payroll. I'm sure you have a lot of permanent staff, but the industry will try to control you, make you borrow, get you in debt. You need me. You need the £300,000,000 a month my operation can pay you when it gets what it is owed. It is not an illusion, it is a cerainty, but I need your help, immediately, to get the pump primed, not when  you feel like it, or get around to it. Many people are depending on me. You can call your 30 pieces of silver, a debt of $30,000 if you like, and it will be clear when you pay me in cash.

 March 6th, 2012 8:52am EST

Lady Gaga's ex-boyfriend Luc Carl has opened up about his bad romance with the pop superstar in a new memoir.
 
In "The Drunk Diet: How I Lost 40 Pounds... Wasted: A Memoir," Carl admits his former love was right to dump him before her career took off - and he admits he struggled as she became a phenomenon.
 
He writes, "The break-up with my girlfriend was my rock bottom. It took me about a week to realize she was right. I was f**king miserable, and it wasn't her fault. It was my fault for being a drunk a**hole. I would have left me, too."
 
And when she became a pop sensation, he adds, "I was happy for her, of course, but I didn't really need my ex shoved down my throat."
 
According to Life & Style magazine editors, who obtained the excerpt from the book, Carl and Gaga started dating in 2005. They split for good three years later.