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This suppose be you?

I'm jus waitn to hear from them. Must write to them again and see what they are doing. How much $$ I ask? Not much, well less than million month, just a token. They must help me tho. Or what, I ask? Or else I'll know they have no intention of helping out anyone except themselves, he say. I'm sure they'll help you, I say. If they don't you got no $500 million, he

say. I'm not sure I need it, I tell him. We'll see, he said.

Have you ever eaten dog meat, he ask me? No, I don't think so, I said. Why you ask? You have a chance when you get to China, later in the tour, he say.

People ask me why I wear veils. I reply, I'm mourning. Mourning what? Well I figure something shitty must be going on somewhere.   more

 You not comfortable with it I ask him? No, I'm fine with it he tell me, but they say in summer it make you too hot. Maybe you try it?

I'll let you know if I do, I say. That first Tokyo show should be good, he say, I wish I could be there. It is going to be great, I tell him, why don't you come? I'd love to, he say, but I'll be in school. What you studing ths time, I txt? Same. Nuclear physics. I'm just finishing off my second thesis. You'll let me read it, I ask? Sure, anytime. I'll put it online so you can do it between sets. Thanks, I say. Sometimes I don't know if he's joking. You talked to Rhys? Rhys Darby, he ask? Yes I talked to him this morning, he say he in Hollywood, and is celebrating his birthday tomorrow. Wish him a happy birthday from me then, I said. I aleady did, he say..

Did you watch that vid I posted, I ask? The Sydney gay show, he ask? Yes it look like fun didn't it? You not comfortable with gayness, I ask him? I'm not happy when you do it, he say, but why should I care? If that the way you born, or you want to marry 10 different men, you can't blame your mothers can you? You think I'm gay, I ask him? I never kissed you yet, so I can't judge, he say. You're not, I ask him?  You seem homophobic. When I was a teenager, he said, I went into a gay bar for a drink, and a guy insisted that I get out, because he tried to pick me up, and I said I was only there to drink. He was warning me how dangerous being gay can be. I appreciated his frankness. Not all men are happy being gay and some are extremely frustrated and conflicted by it. I wouldn't encourage a young boy to come out, because before 16 he can't legally have sex anyway, and has no need to. It is just a matter of traiing and conditioning, Guys don't have to masterbate. Nothing bad happens if they don't. Some men just like young boys, and some like young girls, just as there are alcohilics. Not all have the willpower to resist what is illegal, unfortunately. Different things, I know, but I can't abide those who prey on the weak and defencless. If I was a woman I would be gay, he say, but no I don't want a penis in my rear end, thanks, that's for other people. Gay people know the pitfalls of being gay, and the danger of rejection better than I do, but promiscuity in an adult is just proving to yourself that you still have whatever it is you fear you are losing. Not all gay men want anal sex I know, he said, some just want intimacy. But really I don't believe God made a mistake either, but being into a male body, when you like men sexually, or a woman's body if you prefer women, is not ideal, it is sad. You just have to deal with it one way or the other, maybe finding a soul mate or partner. I tell him, no negativity could ever compete with the truth. It nice to look in the face of who you making love to, he say, that the way it designed. He say, we don't know what the truth is until someone tell it. Sydney is definitely a bit gay, he say.

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Sydney is so special, I say. I love him even if he is. He can't help it, he say. When you going to come and see me he ask me? I'm on my way, baby, I say. I think he is cry a bit. You miss me? Yes I sure do, he say, its going to be great, I hope. Celebrate your passion, I tell him. I can be gay for you if you will be gay for me, he say. I'll try, I say. No need, he say.     more

This a nice one, this you?

 Some one say it's crystal clear. I'm not so sure. I have a question about a picture of yours I see a lot on facebook, he say. Go ahead? Why are you posting pictures of your bottom, he ask? Which one is a picture of my bottom? That one where you are holding a bottle of milk, he say. That's not me, I tell him. I know, he said, that's me, but I don't rmember who took the photo? Are you serious, I asked him? You would know if it was you, he said. It looks like me doesn't it, I asked? I'm not sure, he said, I can't see your face clearly. Just wondering if you can confirm that it is you. There's another one which your arse looks more rounded, but it may be the light, your posture, or it amy have been shopped. You not comfortable with naked pictures of me, I said. I'm not sure, he said. If I say yes you may just do it out of spite, you know, reverse, or child psychology. Hang on, I said. Well you give more and more, until there is no mystery left, and then they have what they want and move on. It isn't what your fans want. Most do, I said, it just you who not comfortable with it, What else you not like? I'll make a full page if you like babe, he said. An another thing? Yes? Those dolls you been putting out are crap. Whose idea was a barbie gaga? It just a few dollars more I tell him. Yes, but why don't you put out an anotomatically correct doll Anotomically correct? You know what I mean, not the bust obviously, keep a few secrets, but waist and ribs at least. You  have such a great figure, you may as well try to get it mostly right. You think, I said. I'll think about it.                 more