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What brought this on, I asked him? Is it some special occasion? No, I was thinking about waiting until you arrived in Japan, but this is page 55 he said,
Hey babe. He seemed bright and breezy despite the disaster which was
last night. We didn't meet, I told him. I thought you were going to come
backstage and see me?
I'm not even sure you know I exist, he said, at least you know who I am
now. You know I still love you and want you to marry me, but I'm so old I
really can't see you being interested. That is a stark choice you have
to make,, because on one hand you get the power, and on the other, you
have to take me, and me exclusively because I can only love one woman at
a time. How long do I have to think abot it I asked him?
Same as before, he said. Six months, until my birthday on July 28th. Were you blown away with my performance, he asked?
In what way would I have been blown away, I asked? The whole venue was all backwards he said. I thought I'd be sitting on the other side, but I was all turrned around, then God got a hold of my thoughts and wouldn't let go. I found myself thinking all sorts of uncomfortable things I didn't want to think. What sort of things, I asked him. Well, you were there, he said. That there was a possibility that we had a futurre, and then there was another possibility that it was just a crazy fantasy, and that I'm completely delusional. The worst thing was after the show. I was actually in an excellent mood, but I wwas worried that everyone was thinking I hate you which I don't. It is most unfair.
Hell, he said, you were asking the impossible there. Do you know how fucking impossible getting to your show is? I have paid a huge price. I have fallen over twice and smacked both sides of my face into rocks and a floor, I have fallen over on my back. I'm not supersticious but things happen, despite taking utmost care. Do you mean superstitious, I asked him? You have to put a tit into the conversation, don't you, he asked?
Superstars
I'll give you the whole report here, he said. I'm going to cancell our dinner date at the Whakatane heads tonight because I have lost a filling and have to go to the dentist, also I don't think I have enough gas to get to Whakatane and back tonight. Sorry if you already booked the flight. What do you think, I asked him? I doubt it he said. I doubt you know I exist really. You know, you live in entertainer world, not real world like me.