"It all began in school. It was probaly when I was about 6, maybe less, and still not sure what I wanted to do with my life, but I loved to sing and one day I was singing along with my hairbrush in my hand dressed in my mother's clothes and high heels, with her lipstick and whipped cream all over my face when she came home from church unexpectedly, so I was "
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Papa Jessica Fresh
I cuss like a sailor, but I try not to. I'm obsessed with having clean fingernails, yet they always seem to be dirty. I think this is a good sign for life. People fascinate me and scare me with how much they touch my solar plexis. I'm overly-emotional and under-involved. I've began watching. I'm a catalyst by energy, a scientist by nature, a spiritualist by intellect. No one knows me well. That's because I'm crazy. No really. I am.
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This a big breakthrough for you, he say. I hope you don't blow it. In what way, I asked him? By not keeping your business plan under control, he say. Remember the DNA,he said. Your song, Born this way is terrific. Have you thought about writing more in the Roxy Music style than the ballards you do at present. Maybe I'll try to write you some songs then, he said. No, the DNA is important. You have children at 35, and you die at 70. If you have two children, you replace the population, any earlier or more children leads to population growth. It isn't rocket science. Now we live to 80, some to 90, some living to 90 have four children, think of the implications.
It still Good Friday night. He ask'in me, by txt, What this? What what I say? You Little M Roxy Deea? I thought somebody else was Roxy? You jokin me, I ask? You know I Roxy. Your song Paparazzi, when I hear it it comes across Papa Roxy, I see you registered the name Roxy. When I did a search for Little M Roxy Deea, it came up ads for Roxy, and there are two,
This quite a disappointing development, Gaga, he sayin to me. What is It I ask? It appears I have been banned from posting at some of your sites Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta for one has prevented me posying, which I do rather infrequently anyway. Wonder what the reason was, I asked? I have been saying that I'm not comfortable with too much naked breasts and showing nipples. Think it looks tacky and like something out of the 1930's. Don't you like my body, I ask? That is the sort of question I'd expect from a five year old, he say. My my, I reply. Not that I have anything against the human body, he says, being in the bath at home didn't mean family couldn't talk to you, but it was only family.
You have morphing, when one person can act as another, or two people can be the same person. You could, in theory change your appearance to that of another person, your features, or whatever. How can you stop it, I asked him? Yes I know you are mocking me because you don't believe it is possible, he tell me, but remember who I say I am, that is who I am. always remember that and never question it. Say I saw the Queen on teh street in Pusan, South Korea, and she looked like an old Korean woman, and then a younger version? Yes, what about it, I asked? Does she still have a mother and father, how old are they, Would their ahe also drop as she became 30 years younger. You have to think of all these details. If you are married, who are you married to?
You understand, not complete strangers trotting in and out. Plenty of man pay high amounys of money, in the 100's dollars to see a naked woman, and they only do it because it gives them a sense of power over them. Gay men especially encourage a woman to "show it all" because it brings them down to the level of their basest instincts, and satisifies any inate need they have to destroy the female that made them different. My attitude is that some men had such a bad life as men, they shouldn't have any male genitalia at all, others, gay men, just happen to be frustrated women, but not being one, and wanting to be one, they some of them, secretly hate women. They don't really hate them, but that is how the emotion expresses itself. It seems like you hate gays yourself, I told him. Not gay people, ones who hassle me and gay people with bad morals. One's not interested in forming a long term friendship or relationship.
My own experience is that I existed, and was conscious that my mother was growing a baby, right up until two weeks before I was born, when God transferred my soul to my new body, and I was mostly unconscious.
Look how good you look, and how happy you are at present.
Do your children change as you change, or do the children stay with the family they started with. You have to have rules for every eventuality, and after all it comes back to fingerprints. That is an awful lot of hypotheticals, I say. Yes but look at you, he say. Look how good you look, and how happy you are at present. You must know I will never abandon you, if anyone does it will be you abandoning me. Can anybody else give you the things that I can give you, and if you reject me, do you think I will still care what happens to you?
Is that Cathy with you, he ask? See if she is a friend of Monika Lewhisky. You sure you should learn to drive in such a powerful car, he, txt me? You don't want to end up like Princess Di, or James Dean. Maybe get a scooter like Jamie Oliver, to get the hang of it? Maybe while I'm learning to drive, you don't need to sneak up on me and stick your GIANT camera IN A MOVING VEHICLE, I txt him while driving. Okay, point taken, he say.
It was Easter Saturday 2012, 7th April. He txt me. Let me tell you as story, he say. Not the three little pigs, I ask? No, he say, this one about someone else I met online in 2005/6. Okay, I say, this take long? No I'll keep it brief, he say. In my story I tell of my Grandfather, Harry Burgess who was master of the Southern Cross, and sailed under contract to the Melanesian Mission of the Anglican Church. Mary, my mother was the eldest, and Jessica, my Auntie was the last of four girls. When she was learning to talk, Harry taught her her first three words as he bathed her in a metal baby bath, They were her name, Jessica, his name Papa, and he thought he waould try something not a noun, to expand er vocaaabulary, so he taught her Fresh, the feeling she had after her bath. I know this because I was he, in a former life. Mary recognised me when she was still quite young, but I failed to recognise her completely because I wasn't sure that God existed until 1982, after Dad died. It's a bit confusing, I tell him. But quite straight forward, he say. Go on. So imagine my surprise when in 1005 I meet a girl who calls herself Papa Jessica Fresh, actually born Jessica clark who lives in Willits, Northern California with husband and two girls.
He said, I know you don't believe me that I am Christ, and that women can change from the appearance of one woman to another, but I know for certain that they can, and there are examples of these relationships where three women who are lovers can change, but also expect to have babies. Why, when you are certain that there is a God, (John 14:6 "Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.") do you not believe there is a Jesus, and that if there is, does he not know who he is? If three women who know there is a God, why do they refuse to believe that I can sell them an internet connection? The proof of their faith, is in their knowledge of the law. One cannot forgive ignorance of the law. Is writing software beyond me? So they are thieves now? They do not need to have a baby, because if they can change, they can subtract years. Why do you need babies in that situation? Is it because some women want to have a sexual relationship with that child. I know of a case. Her name is Jessica, and she was in love with me, but her situation with her father meant that she grew up with multiple personalities, and no amount of applying her will and common sense could change that.
What all thisgaga, he demand to know? What, I ask HIM? Do you really need to expose yourself to the public in this way? Do you intend to make me a laughing stock, or are you jst hoping I will distance myself from you?